So this is what it is like to be a military wife, my husband is in the AF, and plans on remaining in the AF till he can retire.
I always knew that he had been trained to put his country over his family, but did I believe it no. I didnt believe it until my husband came home with his deployment orders... when I stated I cant believe they are sending you when we just had our daughter nine months ago... he replied They are not forcing me to go I volunteered.... WHOA
I was angry hurt confused and scared. But I was reminded by fellow military wives that he does place his country the military over his family. I never thought being an air force wife that I would ever have to deal with deployment. I knew it was possible yes, but the thought that Nick would volunteer for it had never crossed my mind.
So as of tomorrow we will go to a briefing and I will be told how I need to be strong and support him and all of the stuff they have to tell you.... But between you and me this is the hardest thing to do. Yes I will support him i will support whatever he wants to do, but staying strong thats gonna be hard.
HE will leave in may and return the middle of september... yes we are lucky taylor and i will only be apart from nick for 4 months...
Wake me up when september ends?
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