Funny how a lot of thinking goes into Nick leaving in september... I feel like im the one loosing it when no one else understands or they just refuse to talk about it... Luckily I have a great friend in Texas whose husband was gone a year and she understands everything... has made me realize that it will be hard but eventually I will get into my own routine and get over that initial shock of him leaving... its hard for me to grasp it really is.... I know he is leaving I know this, but what I cant wrap my mind around is the length of time he will be gone...
Good thing I have family and friends to get me through it, and I hope they understand when all I need is to cry... not to talk or go out and do something... Nick and I had a conversation this morning that went like this,
Me- Im scared.
Nick- me too.
Me- Really?
Nick- Yes.
then the tears started.
We will trust every day that God will provide and has a plan.. he will keep us all safe even baby # 2 who is not here yet.
I love you Nick and you are my HERO.
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