quick update

Update!

Youngest first- Addyson
she is doing soooo well! 19 days old now and is weighing in around 6 lbs and is 18 1/2 inches long. She eats 2 oz every feeding and is happy to be in her swing, on her tummy, or in someones loving arms. :)

Taylor-
She is doing soooo well also! Walking a lot more now, although she has figured out crawling gets her there faster! She is talking all the time ( wonder who she gets that from?) and is developing right on track now!

Me-

I have my up days and down days... battling the realization that I will never be pregnant again- but at the same time it is the smartest thing that i have ever done as my health comes first...I want to be around to see my girls have kids which is at least another 30 years!! ( haha) All in all though I am enjoying being a mommy to two beautiful girls. I am battling a bit of depression as I have been dealing with a lot between being in the hospital, to sending my husband back to korea, to even sending my only parent back to australia... and although I am happy for her it has been a huge shock to me to realize that if I needed her it would take a lot more than a 400 dollar plane ticket... Stressful it has been with the happenings in korea... i dont think anyone fully understnads unless your spouse is there.

Nick-
He is doing good. He sews on sr airman ( 3 stripes) on january 2nd and I could not be more proud of him! He has started the studying to test for staff srgt. ( which will happen sometime in march!)... I really could not ask for a better husband, he has been supportive of me through the tears, encouraged me when I need it ( which is almost all the time now) and has put up with my anger and stress more than he should have to. But he does it and thats what makes him a true hero in my eyes....

Adelaide - is doing good.


well happy holidays and merry christmas!!!