Funny thing that when you tell people you are leaving how they naturally push you away. I DID not choose where we go ... Nick has a wish list and the military chooses. I am ok with this life because i have to accept that I married him knowing that he is military.
I am also wondering why people come to me with all of their problems... but if I try to talk to someone about them i get denied and the subject is changed.
In three days it will be a year since my dad died. its funny how you think people will live forever when they promise you when you are ten that they will never leave you. And then one day you wake up and they are gone. n
next week i will go back to the dr... have a repeat ekg and then be referred to a cardiologist... how is it i cant escape... im eating healthy i exercise something inside me wants to blame getting pregnant but then i look at my taylor and realize that its not that.
a lot going through my mind. to much going through my mind
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