At my meeting/interview today the lady asked me what kind of music I listen to in the car... as I will be picking her two older girls up from school. I answered mainly KLOVE. She was thrilled. This got me to thinking, I once had a friend who told me that I listen to way to much christian music! WHOA, hold on a second I prefer that when my daughter is in the car she is not hearing about taking rides on guys disco sticks or you spin my head right round when you go downtown.... rather her listen to how much our God loves us and cares for us.
These last couple of days have also taught me two things. One, My life is amazing... who else can say that after loosing both parents? I have an amazing stepmom who is slowly finding happiness again. I also am in awe and inspired how she has "kept" it together for me and my brother when all I have ever wanted to do is crawl up in bed and not move. She wouldnt let me neither would my husband or my daughter for that matter!
Second, I am slowly finding more and more reasons why I love my husband... first of all is this, despite everything we have gone through in our short time of being married HE would never lay a hand on me... I have a few friends that are either dating or married and are abused either verbally or physically... It got me to thinking though that when these girls go back to them it makes them look very needy, why would you continue to allow a "man" to abuse you? I just had a friend move away for this very reason and I admire her for getting the courage to walk away.
Nick has never verbally abused me nor physically. He has a respect for females that goes beyond words... To the point where he will not tolerate other males speaking to me in a disrespectful way.
I am totally in love with life right now! God has been good and so has life. I am blessed with new friends who understand military life and having kids. I am blessed with "old" friends that still support me even when I make mistakes!
I love you all! Dad and Mom I miss you but this home is just temporary!
Mum you have been the greatest! I love you and miss you!
Peace.
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