You never let go.

Amazing morning so far...

I actually have the energy to clean... for those of you who know I have been exhausted lately so to be able to finally clean is a miracle! But while I was cleaning two things happened... I always have Klove playing when I am cleaning or just relaxing... it is a positive influence on my life and often reminds me that I am loved by God and He will always be there for me!! Anyways the first thing that happened was this...they came on and were talking about being a mother and how hard it is when you are not a mother to remember things and how they appreciate their own mothers who always remembered things even when they didnt.... this took me by surprise as I knew mum did a lot while we were growing up but until I became a mother I didnt know what exactly she did... whoa. I am thankful... it seems like she was always doing "behind the scenes work" I know this because I am constantly doing something for Taylor... I wouldnt trade it for the world. But what hit me is usually I have Nick helping me with whatever it is... and for a year I am it I will be doing it all for not just one kid but two... whoa.

anyways this song came on the radio my matt redman, "you never let go" I love love love this song... to know that our God will never let go of us even in the midst of the greatest storms of our lives...for me that has been the death of my parents, the premature birth of my daughter, nick leaving for a year, and the most important I think marriage ( this is not a storm but a struggle and a challenge.)
This has been a great morning and eye opening one at that!!

Time to cherish these last couple of weeks before Nick leaves...