MY MUM is getting MARRIED, again. I am so ecstatic for her, that I literally have been doing a happy dance for the last 24 hours. But with the excitement comes fear, Fear that I will lose another parent, remember when dad remarried? 10 years later he passed away... I know everyone dies one day... but what if in 10 years I lose mum, the only parent I have left? But once again the excitement trumps the fear, and she knows how much I love her despite are disagreements, and the years of me torturing her. :) I love you mum... and welcome Geoff into our crazy family. :)
So here goes the shocking news....
We are expecting our third ( hopefully a son) sometime between July and September assuming the pregnancy goes as planned. I was very hesitant to announce it openly, however whether i miscarry or the pregnancy goes wonderful, I felt that the support from all of my friends and family might be helpful. It has been very hard for me to be excited about this pregnancy 1) I was on BIRTH control, 2) I am just getting into a routine with Taylor and Addyson, and 3) I have no idea how to parent 3 kids let alone 2... But obviously we did everything possible to prevent another kid...God has a plan, I am certain... So at this point all we can do is trust that He knows that this is right for our family.
I will update as I know more and hopefully which ever way this pregnancy goes Nick and I will learn a valuable lesson - that is to never say never. :)
No comments:
Post a Comment