My whole life there has always been someone there with me... I have never had to do anything alone... when I went away to college my dad,mum, brother, and neighbor dropped me off... They were all there who supported me...
I know that I still have people here that support me, but my main support comes from my husband who in 2 months is going away for a year... never has reality hit harder then now. Im filled with anger, sadness, and im scared... I have not had to do anything alone... I have to go to an OB appointment today that I had to schedule to control my blood pressure... How am I suppose to take news whether good or bad if it doesnt happen with my husband along side of me...
Military is not easy. Not at all.
Can I just rewind life a bit?
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