As I woke up this morning, I could hear the dogs barking outside, my husband breathing next to me, and could hear my daughter jabbering in her bed... I smiled. Man I have the life. That was before I realized Taylor had a fever, I could not call my own father and wish him a happy fathers day, and I realized that the father of my children would be leaving for a year before I can even blink and eye.
But just for that one moment of peace I had it all and I still do! I have a husband who makes a great father!! Taylor loves him unconditionally for now... haha Last night he sprung into action when I told him we needed to go to the emergency room, not for me but for Taylor... I was in a blur thinking what could possibly be wrong with my baby... Nick the calm one made sure the house was locked and even grabbed us something to drink.
I never thought that two fathers day ago I would not have my own father hear on earth to celebrate and appreciate... Now I appreciate the things that as a teenager I HATED. lol He always understood me even when at times I got frustrated and told him he didnt understand... he always did.
I think today as well Nick is missing a great man, his own father is miles away and instead of spending the day with him nick will be making a phone call.
Its strange how dads come and go but really their influence never leaves us.
Happy fathers day dads!
hope its a great one!
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