The last two days proved to myself that I need a better outlet for my stress - I had a complete breakdown and for those around me it probably scared the shit out of them ( excuse my language) I am usually a heck of a lot stronger - I may let some tears fall every now and then but for the most part I hold things together for the sake of my husband and my children...
I thought that "getting a break" from my children would help - however I believe as well as Nick that it was my breaking point - at a critical time, after a stressful week I tried to run away from it all and ended up doing more damage to myself emotionally.... Taylor may be behind, Addyson may be growing up a little to fast, and Nick may be at a point in his career where his decisions affect our family as a whole... But its my choice to keep it all inside and thats not always a good thing.
So for now I am taking a step back from being a friend first... I put a lot ( not everything) Cause honestly I did that one to many times in my life so far and it ended up biting me in the butt.
I love you all.
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